many pple may think that i am seldom unhappy, coz i dun normally let frens know when my life cockup. i dun have the habit of ranting my unhappiness to anyone, to everyone. i worry that i will cry there and then.

what is life when there's no ups and downs?

now is 840pm. still another 20mins to 1hr and i know you definite won't be able to make it.
I still dun get it..
me?
to be an hour?
i wonder how should i feel on this..